There are some moments that I feel so loved that I feel myself being completed.
When my cousin asked me when I came back and volunteer to pick me up from Larkin.
I feel loved when he called me and asked me where was I so that I do not need to wait for him.
When Harry sang songs to me during the time I was down to cheer me up.
When my dad entered the room and asked me what I need to buy and what I want for breakfast tomorrow.
When I entered the house and see my mum was there for me no matter what time I came back.
When somebody bought me exactly what I want.
These moments are rare.
Especially for a girl who always feel empty rather than completed.
But these moments always brightened me up and I feel touched and contented with who I am when they happened.
I am a bit willful, always have high expectation, not easily contented, always asking for too much, defensive and do not care for people as often as normal people does.
But I really appreciate those who treat me well and I am really trying to give something in return as well.
I know I am not a person who someone will describe as nice and helpful, but I am fighting hard with my personality and bad experience to give more and take less.
And for those people who treat me well and love me for who I am, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for making me feel loved and being there for me. =)
love ya.